apart from that my year was dull and boring and then after thanksgiving i started living in hell and unfortunately everything that happened was disability related so it’ll follow me for the rest of my life.
i completed my one goal for 2018 which was read 30 books. i read 39. i’m going to try for 45 next year.
this year i’ve loved my own writing. i used to hate reading my own work but now i find myself opening my own fics or works and reading them multiple times and loving them. (but only stuff i wrote in 2018 lol not going back and reading what i wrote in the dark ages of like 2012)
i also did decent work on my original ideas. i’ve done decent work on riley day, changed up audrey lockets plot, and started a brand new idea. on ao3 i updated or uploaded a total of 28 fics this year and even finished a few. in 2019 i hope to finish at least iron and talented.
i feel so bad for al imagine being stuck chasing around your older brother who’s just a total fucking idiot…like pre-series ed did not know how to say the right thing ever. ed opens his mouth upon meeting a religious person and some shitawful thing comes out like Im A Scientist…An Athiest….Your God Isnt Real Sweetie :) and als just like
My land lady is a 90lb 88 year old woman with 5 full grown Rottweiler boys. They sit around her when she gardens and watch her like the secret service. If you show up to pay rent they all stand up and stand between you and her.
It’s intimidating to have 5 pony size boys all staring at you until she stands up realizes it’a you and walks to you.
My favorite part is she wades through them like swamp water saying in her cute old voice ‘move’ ‘move please’ and each one she nudges to move wags his whole body at her touch and stumbles out of the way like he’s been knocked over by a truck. It gives me life paying my rent.
I absolutely live for massive, beastly looking dogs who are lovey teddy bears for their owners.
god this all takes me back to senior year of high school 
